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LoneDreamChaser
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Name: Criss
Birthday: 8/5/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: Video games are my life, RPGs and Silent Hill, I live for music, I play it and write it and listen to it of course. As you can tell Sephiroth is my hero, long live the One Winged Angel! Finally, my number is 303-941-1583 call me Im bored.
Expertise: Im a pretty good writer, but I excel at playing RPGs heh nothing to special but still. I know everything there is to know about Sephiroth if you have questions.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Nonprofit
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  DeadIsTheHeart
Yahoo:  blessedchaoticnature
Member Since:
9/6/2004
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| Well I have decided Im not going into the Army no way in hell. The only problem is that not only my mother but also my "father" and I use the term loosely are bitching at me for it. I probably wont be able to keep the job I just got today let alone the one Im applying for tomorrow cause they are starting to refuse to let me use the car which is bullshit. But I guess theres nothing I can do...meh I hate my life. | | |
| Well I started school yay...not really but oh well what can ya do. Life is pretty boring but I went job hunting today with Jake mostly just fuckin around but hey it killed some time. Then I went to visit Lindsey when Strasburg was on lunch so yea cool there. Other then that though I think the next couple of months are gonna be really really dull. Oh well I guess I'll talk to anyone who bothers to read this latea. | | |
| Well I start school next Tuesday which is weird I guess but I dont know I'll be glad to have something to do everyday. But its still gonna be dull, I mean life has been boring since I left the highschool at byers. From what I hear though a couple of my old friends are transfering to my school this year so that might liven things up a bit or get me expelled either way it should be fun. I guess all is going as well as can be expected or as bad as can be expected one or the other. Granted things are amazingly better then when I was attending byers so I cant complain. Well thats all for now I guess. Latea. | | |
| Ok heres the thing, its 4 in the morning, I cant fucking sleep I have way to much on my mind. Like how it seems Im constantly screwing myself over somehow. I mean hell I just dont know what to do anymore, Im half way thinking of just going out and smoking everything I can get my hands on just so I fail the drug test for the military. I wanna go yet at the same time I dont want to cause I know once I do all the friends I have now will be gone and I will probably never be able to keep in touch with any of them and it bothers the hell out of me. Not to mention that my mind is still spinning cause the one person I thought was always gonna be around offically hates me and wants me dead. So I just dont know where to go or what to do anymore. Sometimes I just wanna run but I dont know where I could go, cause out of all of my friends, I know none of them would keep me or give me a place to stay, not cause their bad people but simply because I know they cant, either parents would never allow it or they cant afford it. I dont know anymore I just really need some help, please someone out there help me somehow...-sighs- you have no idea how much I need it. Im use to being everyones shrink trying to help when they need it, but now Im the one falling apart... | | |
| Well Im sitting here bored, very muchly bored and I dont even know why Im writing cause I cant think of anything to say. I wanna finish the Enders Game, series its a great book series. Um yea thats it lol. Lateas. | | |
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